Well, Well..
It’s come down to the last night..
Everyone has gone to bed, And I’m just sitting here, rethinking the last four months. It hasn’t been a waste of my time, my life, my money, it hasn’t been a waste of anything. I’ve had a great time while i’ve been in Arizona.
I DID come out, right at the beginning of summer. Silly, I know. But, althought it was Hot, Hot as hell.. I enjoyed it. We’ve never had a pool right below the steps of our place. and I’ve NEVER lived in an apartment before. So it’s all been an experience.. It just hasn’t felt like hom..
And the silly thing is, I’m going back to Michigan„, Just as the snow is about to fall. ahha.. How stupid, right?..
Wrong, I like the snow, I like the cold!.. Just hate driving in the cold wet snow!
One last Thank you, to my little Lizzybell =)
Your an Angel. I’ve found myself talking about you alot the past couple days. Comparing this person to you, and that person to you.. and I’m like “ya know, Lizzy is 18, and has ………………… (this problem) and she DOES NOT act like that.. She goes to school all day, and then work all night 5 out of 7 nights of the week, and school all day the other two.. It’s rediculous that a 23yr old is acting like this after her SECOND”.. You just trueely do amaze me. Your such a strong girl, and know, I have all the faith in the world, in you. Even if you are doing it on your own, Your still going to be the greatest!.. I’m sorry your stuck at Wendys.. But I’m wishing you all the luck, everyday, that you find an amazing job, that you love!.. I’m going to miss you more than words can say, and I know i’ve said it so many times.. But I am.
So silly, I’m crying as I type this to you!..
I hope that some day, i WILL get to see you again. I’m sorry our plans didnt go through for Friday night, My cell phone was being RETARTED, and I don’t know if you were getting my text, because I didn’t hear anything from you all night?.. But that’s okay.. I’m horrible at goodbyes. And this isn’t goodbye Lizziebell„ It’s ta-ta-talk to you laterrrr! ahha.
We’ll text up a storm, I promise!
You have to keep me updated on all the God forsaken drama at the big WENDYS!! =) haha.. and any other drama in your life, daily problems, or anything exciting!.. Make sure you give Lauras baby a BIG OLE KISS when ‘it’ gets here, from me! I wish I could have had one more chance to talk to you in person, but like i said.. I’m TERRIBLE with goodbyes. and it would have been a night full of tears, and sobs, and “remember whens” haha..
I’m gonna miss you cupcake. And I love you a whoooooleee bunch!
xoxoxox
-Brandylicious! -I’ll carry that on with me, forever!
P.S.
I hope you find a new special someone to Deliver Funyuns to you when your having an obserd craving at work!
And I have my fingers crossed for your driving test— I hope you pass it!
Ohhh, and one more thing.. I’m praying for a girl! =)
Now, will all that said, and all these tears pouring down my face..
I’m Feeling a little heartache tonight, at the thought of saying goodbye to my parents tomorrow.
It’s really the only thing crossing my mind, over and over tonight.
I’ll get through it. I’ll pass threw the metal detectors, and ball my eyes out, just like i do EVERYTIME i leave my mom.. And then I’ll be okay!
Well, I’m off to bed..
8am comes awfully early!
xoxo