ohh smiles =)

I Love when I can wake up, with a huge smile on my face.
Life, at the moment, seems like it couldn’t be much better.

I’m moving back to the place I want to be at the moment, in THREE days! =)   My bestfriend reasurred me that she DOES want me to live with her, and I couldn’t be happier, to finally be able to call her apartment “home”.   I’ve basically lived with her already, but it was never “home”.. I would always have to go back to my parents house after 6 or 7 days of being at her house.. But now, It will just be her, my goddaughter, and I =)  And seriously, I couldn’t be more excited!

I’ve started talking to an amazing man.  We talked last night for 8 hours straight, and honestly… I don’t think my smile left my face.. I woke up with my cheeks burning. ahha.     I’m the type that wants to rush things„ but with him, I feel like I can take my time.. =)   That’s why it feels soooo good!
    He’s given me another thing to look forward to when I get back to Michigan!

I’m going to spend tomorrow(Friday) Evening with my bestfriend I’ve made in Arizona.. Lizzybell =)   We’re gonna go to Dinner and a movie! And I’m so excited. We’re going to take 202948493020293848 pictures!  So I have so many memories to look back on, with my trip to Arizona.    She’s honestly, an Amazing girl..  And I know I’ve said it a million times„ But she is.   Seriously, I don’t think I would have made it this long, had I not met her.    She’s gorgeous! And so special to me!  I’ll never ever ever forget her! I WILL keep my promise Lizzybell, I’ll be back to visit you.

   I couldn’t be moving back to Michigan at a better time. It’s October 1st today. Which means;Haunted houses, haunted hay rides, Corn mazes, Haunted barns, pumpkins, apple cider & donuts, and Cozy bonfires..
  And then Christmas comes, My favorite time of the year.   But it’s going to be a sad christmas this year.  My very first Christmas without my parents..  Just thinking about it, has brought me to tears!.  Honestly, the thought alone, of not being with my mom on Christmas, hurts my feelings.   I’ll atleast have my brother with me for christmas, for the first time in 6 years, so I guess i can’t have ‘EVERYTHING’ huh?..      But I can’t wait for the christmas music, and the lights, and the snow glistening, and christmas trees!.. And It’s Olivia’s first Christmas where she’ll understand opening presents!..    Gooodnessss!! =)

hah, I’m off for now..
Ta-Ta

xoxox

Posted 1 10 2009